JustLovely

A Desire to Speak The silent words that depart from my lips, Are an unheard song that I crave to sing. The unspeakable sounds are not heard, But only to the one thinking of them. The pointless echo of my voice, Has deserted me in my shadow. The things I want to say, Are nothing but a trapped animal in my mind. I ponder about my thinking, All the thoughts swirling like a sea of fish. As each moment that fades away, each wish is blown away. The forbidden truths that lay inside, Are forced silent by my resistance. The secret whispers that long to be heard, Seem to evanesce slowly into oblivion. At rare moments I get a rush, To

Darkened Loneliess Floating on oblivion, I don't know what I'm doing. Only the dark coldness accompanies me, And I'm wrapped in confusion, Lost in dreams that won't reveal. Like mud, I'm covered head to toe, With droplets of regret. My mind is filling with that desire, Desire to turn back time To balance things out And get another chance. I turn to the darkness of the atmosphere, When I'm desolate, There is no one else. No one will come racing here, To wrap me in their arms of hope. Every drop of hope is leaving me, I'm drained of faith, I drown in my sorrow, This pain I cannot rid myself of, Help me relieve it. All I en